Ok so this log is now 2 years old.

My general feeling of life at that time was like I was on crack. So much stimulation from being around people (and I'm sensitive) that at times it was hard to handle. My friends described me as humble.

I have entries in my journal that start 9/13/2012. At that time I was in school at Governors State University. I graduated December 2012. My memory is terrible that is part of the reason I decided to write this. Its my short term memory mostly, I will have a train of thought, then give that thought a break or think of something else, and cant for the life of me remember what I just remembered. I started not caring about that once I started smoking pot. But it was always there. Before pot I worked hard to get that thought back. I worked hard on a lot of things that made me a different, better person.

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